just wondering

i wonder if i want to sleep on my couch tonight. i mean, it is better than the floor. i have a bed but i am a bit bored of it. i suppose i will figure everything out. it is better than some of the places i could be right now.
really let's think about it. what girl has not done it - gone home with some guy who really can't even be called a friend. most recently, for me, he was an acquaintance. i thought that i really liked this guy. a super interesting fellow who was into a lot of the same books and music i was. but you know what i realized, too late? i can't stand him. i really think he is obnoxious and pushy and annoying and how unfortunate because we have a lot in common. the way things work i guess. regardless of all that, i am now going to tell you the worst part of it all.
he has no respect for women and the word no. seriously. i can't stand this sort of behavior. when i tell you, in exactly these words,
'hey, i am not going to have sex with you tonight. you knew that and circumstances have not changed and although it might happen another time, not tonight.'
and then he proceeds to be pushy and tries to initiate sex over and over again. i guess i was pretty annoyed. and sad for all the girls out there who i know have been with him and said yes even when they want to say no. don't fuckin' disrespect me. when i say no, i mean no. fuck you for trying to pressure me into something other than no.
have respect for women. don't pull your bullshit. i am walking home now. thank you and have a good night - you just ruined your chances of ever getting a piece of this. i am a strong woman and i do what i want and i get what i want, including being with the men i want. you are not one of those men. and i am not sorry about it.